>_<
gaaaaaaaaa
3:30 am
am looking at my FB and all i see are AFA posts and feels.
like whoa, until now? yes.
AFA was that awesome and the people make it even more so.

I really really hate myself now, I think I wanst able to really get the best of my trip to SG this year.
was super tired and i didnt meet people i wanted to meet, wasnt able to get myself a saber toy (gift version and lion nendoroid) and I just felt so drained.
i think im getting old.... or maybe my hands were just to full....
/sigh

also, i do not know what is up with me but lately ive been growing more and more shy, am not usually like this. im losing my confidence i think...
I wasnt able to meet a lot of the people I wanted to meet coz I was always looking for someone to introduce me instead of having the courage to come up and say hi by myself. >_<
then there's people who i already met in the past years... it just makes me feel awkward and embarrassed to be all like "hey remember me? we met last year" only to be responded to with a "did we? am sorry, what is your name again?"

petty concerns, petty petty petty >_<

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
back to FB, I want to add people in FB but I fear that they wont accept my friend requests and even if they do, would we be able to connect since I wasnt really that memorable or brave during the days of AFA... so theres nothing really to work with...

mainly, i just stuck with friends who i was really comfortable with and wasnt able to establish new bonds and make stronger ones from those that were already existing...
am so sorry guys!
im becoming old, tired, boring and shy...

what is happening to me?! oTL

wast even able to have shoots or anything too, only cosplayed one day out of all 4 days we were in SG.
/sigh
guess, I was just too tired even though i had 3 costumes with me >_<

dont get me wrong, I really loved seeing old friends, being in SG, AFA and being a part of it in more ways than one.

it's just that... I wished I could have made the most of the trip, its not everyday one is in Singapore, and it is a very fine city (hey! i made a pun! hehehe)

again with the personal disappoints, yuu. petty petty petty >_<

ANYWAY, MANY THANKS TO EVERY ONE WHO MADE MY SINGAPORE TRIP MEMORABLE THIS YEAR!

AND IF YOU STILL CAN TAKE MY WEIRDNESS AND POINTLESS MUSINGS, HERE ARE MY OTHER SITES:
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